Rainbow

My mind is out of focus
My mind is color blind
My mind is my possession
My mind is what I hide

So come into my twisted mind
Hear the raging voice inside
Uncover secrets left behind

Dig out the deepest selfish voice
Surprised to see my lethal toys?
They've raised my schicophrenic boys

Survival's our apology
Denial is our anthology

Get some sence back in my life
Protect me from my final dive
Will I ever reach the stars?
See the other side of Mars?
My selfesteem is running low
I've lost it within the colors of rainbow

Beware of what else you might find
Is there some color or just black & white
Are there some chances left for me
What choices do I have to leave

Counting voices in my head
Reviving those already dead
They whisper me the words of horror
?black&white's the only color?

Get some sence back in my life
Protect me from my final dive
Will I ever reach the stars?
See the other side of Mars?
My selfesteem is running low
I've lost it beyond the colors of rainbow

Surely you cannot stay long
There's no point to carry on
There's no way to see tomorrow
There's no way to drown the sorrow

All best friends I ever had
Me, Myself and I are dead

Get some sence back in my life
Protect me from my final dive
Will I ever reach the stars?
See the other side of Mars?
My selfesteem is running low
It's dead to me like the colors of rainbow